Life, Love, and the misery of both

Here I go Again....?

2008-08-21T19:20:00.000-07:00

There is absolutley no meaning to the title of this blog at all. Like... Seriously. I was just deciding to update this because I felt bad that I hadn't updated forever. Except yesterday. So any viewers I used to have are all gone now... So therefore I am most likely talking to myself right at this current moment. Lovely, no? I thought so too.

Currently Listening To:
Here I Go Again- Casting Crowns

Is this bad...?

2008-08-21T00:33:00.000-07:00

Ok...
So I'm actually starting to feel guilty. I havent used this in forever. Whenever I'm bored and have nothing to do, I update this. Is that bad? Usually I would update it at least three times a week. Now It's like... once a month if you're lucky. I couldn't even tell you what my blog skin is anymore...

I'll have to find out in a minute... I'm pretty sure its the beatles one... but I'm not sure...
Just a re-cap:
I use Youtube like crazy... it's my new blog.
Facebook is amazing.
I hate my life.
I screwed up with a guy I like.
Half of the guys in my group hate me now.
Annnnd yeah. I'm pretty sure thats it. Give me a single teenager minute, please.

Stranded...!?

2008-07-05T16:31:00.001-07:00

So, Here I am. Stranded with nothing but my music to keep me company. 'So Basically what we're gonna do is dance...'. Kimberly is one of the most amazing people I know. She's gathering some people to come visit me. Here in my personal prison where my mother decides to keep me here... Ugh. Oh well. I guess I just want to visit my friends. Badly. I'm going into withdrawl.
Currently Listening to:
Sneakernight - Vanessa Hudgens

Long Time No See...?

2008-06-19T10:06:00.000-07:00

Well, It's sad to say but I got a personal Journal that I can carry around with me everywhere.... I kinda forgot about this. Well... not really. It is in fact on the MSN Message so I see it almost everyday... I just don't have the time anymore. But it is now summer. Time for the time I didn't have before. Time for the Time I ignored. Time... for a job. I'll enjoy my free time while it lasts, hm?
Currently Listening To: Bad Day - Alvin and the Chipmunks. (Thats how cool I am)

Wizard of Oz...!

2008-03-15T16:22:00.000-07:00

As of yesterday, I have four to five parts in this wicked play. It's insane.
Currently I am:
Hickory
The guard
In Chorus
Tree #3
The Barrister.

Sooo...
Five parts.
Wow.

New Layout!
Isn't it pretty?
I love it.

I have to go study lines...
I have until the end of spring break to know all of my lines...
One and a half weeks....
Insane.

Currently Listening to:
Creeping Up the Back Stairs - The Fratellis

Relationships...!?

2008-02-01T00:33:00.000-08:00

It would seem that I never talk about my relationships on my beloved blog so then I think that I deserve to just once! I swear... ONLY once. I know you would much rather read somethign different... oh well for you.

A few weeks ago, my boyfriend and I broke up. Big deal. Woo Hoo. It's kind of been awkward ever since. Especially since he got a new girlfriend. But only just today, It's been absolutley, wonderfully, normal! He and I have gotten into the habit of poking fun at each other and it is surprisingly fun! I know, I sound like the dorkiest person to ever walk this earth but... What can I say? I would rather poke fun at him instead of hate him. I had a good conversation with him not a few hours ago over my instant messanger. We were talking about things that we never spoke of when we were dating. We swore to each other that we would make sure that it would never be like it was before. It was refreshing to know that he hated not talking to me and making it seem awkward.

ONTO ANOTHER TOPIC:

Exams are finally over and I can worry about moving onto another set of courses instead. I'm not sure if you actually know how exciting that makes me. English is in my next set of courses and it makes me extremely happy.

Currently Listening to:
Clothes Off - Gym Class Heroes.

Shitty...!

2008-01-20T17:15:00.000-08:00

Well. I havent seen this in some time. I guess that its just because of all the stuff thats been going on of late. School Semesters are coming to a close... Crap has happened in my group of friends... I need to look for a job... So that I can go to Idaho! Yay. Kim and I are apparently going to go flirt with amazingly cute guys on our band trip. It sounds wonderous.

Has anyone seen the music video for 'Dance Tonight' by Paul McCartney? It's Bloody well brilliant! One would have to be simply daft to not like it! I mean... the part where the man jumps out of the fridge has got to be my favorite part of all... I mean... A kung fu fridge man is bloody insane!

Currently Listening to:
Dance Tonight - Paul McCartney

Party...!

2007-12-26T15:44:00.000-08:00

I'm pretty stoked for the New Year's get together... Sarah is coming! Which is exciting because she totally chose me and my doozer friends (That I love very, very, very much) over her doozer friends (That I also love very much). But there are only about five people that I know for sure are coming and then there are a bunch of question marks. I'll phone Jayse later... See if she wants to tag along. Or... Maybe I'll do that now...? No. After i'm finished here. Brilliant problem-solving, right? Anyways... I really only decided to update because I felt that I hadn't in a while.
Merry Christmas everyone, by the way. I hope your special day was... well... special. It has once again come and then gone. It's rather exciting, don't you think? The entire world just sighed, I know... But really.

BACK TO THE TOPIC OF NEW YEARS!
Has everyone made their resolutions yet? I have! But I can't tell you what it is. I've always thought of Resolutions as wishes on a birthday cake. Can't tell someone what the wish is... It won't come true other wise.

Currently Listening to:
Silver Lining - Rilo Kiley

The Wizard of Oz...!

2007-12-23T10:40:00.000-08:00

This play has got to be the greatest play of all time. I am so excited for it. After reading the script a few times, I just seem to adore it more. If you really think about it, its the corniest thing I have ever heard of. I mean, most people may be caught in a delirous state after being caught in a tornado, but I mean, really. Midgets that have been dressed up to be called 'Munchkins' and a witch for every direction... Ruby slippers that can help her get home... This fact in particular makes me laugh. Dorothy gets the ruby slippers at the very begining after killing some wicked witch of some direction and she goes on in the entire play with them on, trying to find a way home to Kansas, meanwhile... the way home has been with her the entire time- on her feet. The Good witch of some different direction just 'forgot' to mention this crucial fact...

But really! I adore this play. It's the cutest thing in the world!

Currently Listening to:
A Better Son or Daughter - Rilo Kiley

Alice in Trippyland

2007-12-19T20:27:00.000-08:00

"I'm sure they think they know everything too." he mumbled.
"Of course! They are grade eights after all." She quipped.
Kathryn stood in the middle of a human-made circle, watching a few younger students act like the monkeys they were suspected of being. Edward stood at her side, glancing around warrily and Daniel at her other side.
"Alright Everyone! Listen up! Auditions will begin in a few minutes. If you could all go into the gym, we will call you in here one by one. Would everyone but Arlene Bennett please go now? No, Annette, you stay here too... You're part of the panel after all." Edward said with an air of authority in his voice.
Slowly, everyone began moving except a rahter homely looking girl who simply stood, a look of horror quickly crossing over her face.
Kathryn, Daniel, Edward, and Annette were the oldest students involved in the play. Therefore they were to be on the audition panel. After they chose the few best performers, teachers would choose the final decisions for each part after having callbacks.
As the senior students took their seats, Annette instructed the girl to stand at the back of the room in broken english.
"So ve con see if you con sin' strong-like." Annette said with a gentle smile.
The auditions went on- some painful, some good. Kathryn, however, couldnt be happier when the try-outs ended.
Because of the fact that the rest of the students were in grades 8-9 and they didn't have much experience in theatre, the three oldest students would be chosen for larger parts.
With a sigh, Kathryn tied her shorter blonde hair back with a black ribbon that had been tied originally around her neck.
"So, lets get down to it, shall we?" Kathryn mumbled, pulling a blank peice of paper out of her clipboard. Edward and Daniel nodded but Annettestared blankly ahead at Kathryn as if waiting for something else to be said.
Kathryn groaned. "Edward... It's your turn to 'unstick' Annette..."

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Its just a start and probably unbelievably boring right now but its an intro and I'm just gettign warmed up but... you know... check back if you're interested at all...

Currently Listening to:
Love, Reign over Me - The Who

Trees... Or not...?

2007-12-15T17:53:00.000-08:00

I hope that I never see another Christmas tree again. But! I have to be optimistic! Therefore, I'm going to move onto another topic! I've found that I really don't know the music I like as well as I thought I did...

I'm playing this stupid game on Facebook and It gives you a sound-clip of a song and you have to answer what song it is or who sang it in a certain amount of time. I'm finding that I suck at it. Brutally. They played Sweet Child O' Mine by Guns and Roses and I answered the wrong song name! But on the other hand, I beat the computer. They played a song by the Who (It was Teenage Wasteland to be exact!) and The answer wasn't even there. So I clicked on a random answer and it was of course, wrong. I went to download the song to make sure that I actually was right and that I wasn't just a complete idiot. I was right and Facebook was wrong. It made me unbelievably happy to see that I knew 'The Who' more than Facebook. I know, I'm being foolish but still... :D

My weekends are far too crazy. It's been a while since I've actually hung out with friends on the weekend. It sucks.

Currently Listening to:
We Wont Be Fooled Again - The Who

emo...?

2007-12-14T15:19:00.000-08:00

Yeah... Uhm... I as accused of being emo yesterday... Yeah. I don't think so. Emo is such a strong word and I really Do Not put myself under that category. People at school see me as a happy-go-lucky sort of person. Someone who will look on the bright sides of things. But then again, my older friends would laugh at me if I ever said that to them and then just walk away from me.

Emo is an acronym for the word 'emotional'. I looked emotional up on dictionary.com and laughed. I suppose you could call me emo then...

e·mo·tion·al /ɪˈmoʊʃənl/ [i-moh-shuh-nl]
–adjective
1.pertaining to or involving emotion or the emotions.
2.subject to or easily affected by emotion: We are an emotional family, given to demonstrations of affection.
3.appealing to the emotions: an emotional request for contributions.
4.showing or revealing very strong emotions: an emotional scene in a play.
5.actuated, effected, or determined by emotion rather than reason: An emotional decision is often a wrong decision.
6.governed by emotion: He is in a highly emotional state of mind.

Now if you look at the bold sentence I put, you will see that every single person is emotional or 'emo'. There is no such thing as a person that does not use emotions. So now that I think of it, that word is really quite stupid. It's describing the entire face of the earth.

Currently Listening to :
The Melancholy hum of my computer

Christmas...!

2007-12-13T18:07:00.000-08:00

As soon as the holiday becomes closer, the more I dread it. I know, It sounds so sad. I don't dread Christmas itself, just the busyness and costliness of it all. I think that that season itself is really quite wonderful... The giving and the holiday spirit. I do however find it sad how people find Christmas as an excuse to get others to feel sorry for them. However it could work both ways. Maybe if people would just stop saying 'Please, It's Christmas!'. It's horrible.

I also find that people are asking me more and more what I want for Christmas. I really don't want anything. I'm pretty ok about not asking for anything at all. That way I dont expect anything and I'm happy with whatever I happen to get and DONT expect. I think that I dont ask as much becuase I realize that thats not what Christmas is about. I love buying things for people and then seeing their reactions when they open their gifts. I think that that is the greatest gift I could ever recieve.

Another subtopic:
I don't celebrate Christmas until January 7th. People dont usually know that about me. I am Ukrainian. It's a long and hard story to explain, so therefore I wont. Ukrainians celebrate christmas on a different date and that should be all that matters. People are all excited about the 25th and I simply smile and nod, not caring to tell that I couldnt care less. Except I'm not that heartless. The 25th is just another day for me as well as the 24th.

Currently Listening to:
Through the Monsoons - Tokio Hotel

The Beatles...!

2007-12-08T11:43:00.000-08:00

Music is a very important thing to me. I'm sure everyone knows that about me. I play, sing and like most people, I listen. But my choice of music is very different than most people. I listen to stuff like... Boston... The Beatles... Brian Adams... Ozzy Osbourne... Nickleback... and stuff like that.

I found and old Beatles album today and I nearly broke down and cried.... except... not.
I've been looking for a Beatles album in forever and I found 'Abbey Road'. It has stuff like... Come Together, Something, Oh! Darling, I want you (She's So Heavy), Here comes the Sun, Her Majesty, and what not. I was in complete and utter glee. I suppose I'm weird that way though. I'm pretty sure I'm the only one in my group of friends that actually listens to the beatles (Not counting Sarah). Yes, I realize that they are a bunch of druggies but thats probably what made most of their songs so famous. They wrote most of them while under the influence. Songs like... 'For the Benefit of Mr.Kite' and 'I am the Walrus' are hilarious when you sit and listen to them...

But Then again... No one will give the Beatles the time of day.

Bowling...?

2007-12-04T08:31:00.000-08:00

What a silly game. I mean, one would stand at the end of a long strip of floor that strongly resembles a hallway and tosses a ball shaped rock at the poor unsuspecting pins get knocked around by the rock. Whoever gets the most pins down with the most points win.

Its unusually satisfying.

Today I am to go bowling with a friend of mine for PE. It'll be fun, I know it. I'm excited, really I am!

...................!

2007-12-03T14:03:00.000-08:00

Hm.
Weather is a peculiar thing, you know. It completely ruined my weekend. I had to put everything on hold becuase I was supposed to be going places... and that never happened.
Down the road there is a man shoveling the snow. He's a stupid man... It just finished raining and the snow is probably ten times heavier than it was yesterday. Should have done it then...
My ongoing complaining of the snow for the past three days has taken a complete turn...

Now that it's gone, I want it back again. It has finished raining and the snow is mostly gone. Apparently, deep down I actually like the snow... Pfft. Yeah... right... This weekend has been complete rubish. I've done.... almost nothing. I went downtown yesterday as I once earlier mentioned. We met at Tim Hortons and had a bit of fun then...

And now for something completely different:
I'm glad I resurrected my blog. It's great! I've actually gone back and read over my past entries. Its actually rather interesting. I was a lunatic I was. Joshing around like I did. Hm. Good times, though, eh?

Mono-wha?

2007-12-02T23:05:00.000-08:00

Bah-Humbug! I tell you again and again and still you don't listen. How many times do I have to say it for it to actually register through your thick skull?! Let's count shall we? Once yesterday morning at the water-cooler, once yesterday at lunch break, once yesterday before I went come, Once this morning while I was ever so delicatley sipping my tea, and now, again. Disturbing me while I am busy playing a VERY intense game of Solitare. Well, I never! I tell you ONCE more and that is all! I take my coffee BLACK, Francine! BLACK!

Bloody Hell...

2007-12-02T13:04:00.000-08:00

It's still there.
Wretched white mess, it is. The Main roads are closed. How am I going to do what I wish?! Bloody Hell! I might as well go get dressed. I might just meet some friends downtown... But it's so bloody Cold!
Humph. I miss fall. Winter is just... Ugh.

I miss Fall. That is really all I have to say.

Long Time No See My Dear Old Friend...

2007-12-01T11:10:00.000-08:00

Hm.
It appears that this is still alive. I think that that's dreadfully wonderful. I updated my layout because everyone was calling my emo with the other one. ;P Howz abouts a splash of colour, hm?

I really haven't been up to much since the Second day of the Ninth month. However it is now the First day of the twelfth month and there is still really nothing to say...

Right at this very moment it is snowing. Its the prettiest thing in the world. I hate it.
I am envious of this solidified form of rain. Its much more carefree and dazzling than I shall ever be. It seems to make the world stand still... (Except maybe when the odd maniac comes roaring around the corner in his so called 'sports car'.) Snow. The nickname given to me by an old friend. A form of weather. This white powdery substance gives so many people inspiration. Whats wrong with me then? One of the most artistic people you will ever come across and never once have I been given the slightest bit of inspiration. However, I could be lying... This very journal entry could be considered inspiration. A picture I took a couple photography classes ago could be considered inspiration... Is there anything else? I don't believe so. Why is something so mystical, so gorgeous so wrong? It is not even known of in some countries! It's an obvious terror on the roads, making things so slippery. More people die in car accidents in the snow or rain than any other weather! I could just be ridiculous and be going on about absolutely nothing at all... Maybe not...

Alone and School

2007-09-02T23:36:00.001-07:00

1) I'm so alone. Lol! I've been sooo bored. Everyone went camping this week and all I've been left to do is clean my room and write... I went through all my old drawings and I found one sketchbook that I went through with some slight awe. I've found that I have lost every drop of drawing talent I once had. It's rather sad. I had to examine the signature at the bottom of most of the pages to make sure it was mine. I'm envious of myself...

2) NO! SCHOOL! It starts on Tuesday. But only for about half an hour. And then on Wednesday I'll be in school for about fourty five minutes. Which is pretty cool. BUT THEN I HAVE A FULL DAY ON THURSDAY! Noooo.... Oh well. I'll survive. It's only another... ten months until we're off again... omg... thats a long time. Frig.

When I grow up...

2007-08-23T21:42:00.000-07:00

When I was a child, my favorite Doctor Seuss book was 'Maybe You Should Fly a Jet! Maybe You Should Be a Vet!'. It was the greatest because it showed many options for job opportunites; even the stupid ones. But I adored it anyhow. Even now, when I go to baby-sit for someone and their child is little, I will often bring it with me just to read to the child. The reason I have brought this up now, is because today, it was brought to my attention that I don't truely know what I want to do as a career when I'm older. And that bothers me. Greatly. It didn't bother me until today actualy. I finally opened up a Malaspina Course book and found a series of courses that I'm interested in. It all started with one until I realised that the prerequisite needed another course before that but that one needed a course before that which needed another one before that. With a hefty sigh, I highlighted all of them putting a star at the very first one and arrows leading to the next ones. I'll most likely look over it again.
Instead of Design, I've thought of literature to take up instead. Journalism perhaps. It sounds really appetizing. My first thought was author but authors dont make much unless they're JK Rowling... or Stephanie Meyer... or Stephan King.

Italy and the facts of Money

2007-08-21T20:43:00.000-07:00

Hmm... As for Italy, I am most likey going! Yay! As for the money bit... Yay! I'm planning to get this paper-route that makes a good sum of money so that I can raise enough to go to Italy. Both Christine and Sarah seem pretty excited after I had told them about it. I'm excited as well! But only if I actually get the job with Mum or Dad driving.

I'm guessing that the reason that they are paying so much is because the entire town is built on a hill. Which is sickening to me. It's no wonder that everyone in this town is so damned skinny. lol. That is until they make it to 16 when they can just drive where they want.

Next topic of completely random business:
SHOPPING!
I finally went!
I got clothes AND accessories!
Can you believe it?

Thats all I have to say... For now...

New Skin

2007-08-18T21:48:00.000-07:00

Enjoy. I love it because I'm cool like that and It's black. iHERO! cuz you know you're just that cool...
ANYWHOO!
My new favourite colours are blood red and black. That makes me sound REAAAAALLY Emo. I'm sorry. I like green too if it helps at all. Just not that... nasty baby poo colour green. lol Neways... I'm goign shopping finally tomorrow! YESSSS

Looks Around Wildly

2007-08-14T22:35:00.000-07:00

HOLY CRAP! This thing still exists? Thats like...amazing! You deserve an applause. *Claps* Wow... Uhmm... well? What shall I talk about? Maybe I should explain why I've been gone for so long..
This summer... (As I may have mentioned before) I am taking summer school. This course has taken up a lot of my time this summer and it SUCKS. But... It mgiht help me pass the course this time around. I've also been on Facebook more than blogger... Shoot me if you must. I've met some pretty cool people on Facebook FYI!!!

I'm taking a math course as well as an Englih course, Math being the one I failed. I'm taking English so that I may get it out of my way for the up coming year (Which is fast approaching!!! GAHHH!). Im not excited about grade 10! At all....

Hollywood and Pirates

2007-07-21T20:45:00.000-07:00

Yo Ho indeed... Has anyone ever thought about how a pirate wasn't always the best person when they existed like they did back then. Pirates of the Caribbean is really quite incorrect. POTC portrays pirates as romantic, courageous 'good-guys' when really they werent. They also portray 'the British Empire' as 'The Bad-guys' when really they were just trying to protect the belongings and well-being of the British people. Don't get me wrong- the POTC trilogy were my favorite movies! But I'd just like to make my point clear. Pirates today, are your common criminals! Thieves, murderers, and just downright Scoundrels! Someone out here MUST agree with me becaue 've taled to a lot of people about this particular topic and they think that Hollywood portrayed them perfectly! Uhm.... Question.... has Hollywood EVER portrayed ANYTHING correctly? No... No, not really. I rest my case...

Yo Ho... Haul Together... Hoist the Colours High!

2007-07-19T13:47:00.000-07:00

Yo, ho, haul together,
hoist the Colors high.
Heave ho,
thieves and beggars,
never shall we die.

*~*~*

The king and his men
stole the queen from her bed
and bound her in her Bones.
*~*~*

The seas be ours
and by the powers
where we will we'll roam

*~*~*

Yo, ho, haul together,
hoist the Colors high.
Heave ho, thieves and beggars,
never shall we die.
*~*~*

Some men have died
and some are alive
and others sail on the sea
*~*~*

– with the keys to the cage…
and the Devil to pay
we lay to Fiddler’s Green!

*~*~*

The bell has been raised
from it’s watery grave…
Do you hear it’s sepulchral tone?
*~*~*

We are a call to all,
pay head the squall
and turn your sail toward home!

*~*~*

Yo, ho, haul together,
hoist the Colors high…
Heave ho, thieves and beggars,
never shall we die.

*~*~*

July

2007-07-14T17:22:00.000-07:00

Yup. it is... But you guys already know that... Yeah.. OK. I'm sorry... I was bored and I really wanted to put a blog post up because I havent... in forever. Haha. Well... Yeah... NEways... its my birthday in... -counts on fingers- SEVENTEEN DAYS! w00t... yeah... Gosh... I'm bored and have nothign to do... I shall write a random monolouge because I'm cool and thats what I do when I'm bored.

Oh my dear goldfish. What a life you have had. It gives me great sorrow to see you... upside down and dead at the top of your bowl. Remember the times we had while I took you to the mall? Car rides to the park perhaps? But of course you don't remember... You are dead of course... I shall miss you so and the times that we had. Down into the cold white toilet bowl you go. It's so sad to see you this way but all small golden goldfish must come to and end. So you have ended forever. I put my hand to the trigger and pull, causing you to swirl down into a hole that never seems to end. So its good-bye dear goldfish. Forever.

Wow! It wasn't a drill this time!

2007-07-04T18:23:00.000-07:00

Alright. Remember back in... June where I had done a blog entry about how every Tuesday there is this drill for the fire dept. Well today it wasn't a drill. There has a house down the road that had its insides completely burnt out of it. I was it when I went to go get a slurpee from Seven- Eleven. ^^ Yay! Slurpees! There were really good flavours there! YUMM! There was this kind that was like... blue but it tasted like vanilla. OH! Sorry! I was really off topic there for a minute... BTW: This is actually Sarah's. I stole it because it kicks major... Pig, Giraffe, Racoon and Penguin ass!

People

2007-07-03T16:41:00.001-07:00

Alright. I know school is completely over but... still. I need to get this off my chest. Has anyone had this person (A different one in each class for me) who tries sooo hard to get out of class? Well, I have (had) this girl in my math class whos locker was just outside the door. And from where the teacher sat, he could watch the girl go to her locker. Well, my teacher also had this rule. You could only leave the classroom twice a week. This girl usually grabbed the change on Monday and Tuesday and was screwed for the rest of the week. She tries anyway. She'll ask to go to her locker say on a Wednesday and make it a point to say 'Like... Oh My God! My Locker is RIGHT THERE! You could like, watch me at my locker!' My teacher comes back with the same answer EVER TIME. 'Like, I don't care. Like, Like... I couldent care less what you do at your locker and it dosent interest me to watch you.' I love Mr.VanHorne... so much. lol The same girl does it in English but the english teacher lets you out no matter what. So when Bronwyn dosent want to be in class she'll simply ask to go change her binder because she grabbed the wrong one, leave her binder in her locker and leave. Plain and simple. Never coming back too. After a while, my teacher just said she could never leave the class again no matter what. It's sorta funny...

morrre

2007-07-02T21:51:00.000-07:00

OK. THIS IS THE LAST POST OF THE DAY! Yaya! *squee* Icons!

Icons! lyk... omg!

2007-07-02T21:28:00.000-07:00

OK... I know i like... JUST posted but I found these sick icons! YOU HAVE GOT TO CHECK 'EM OUT! like... NOW!

ARENT THEY AWESOME! And yes... there is another page on teh way.. 10 more at the least...

ehem

2007-07-02T19:24:00.000-07:00

By the major requests of my fans *coughsarahcough* I am to write a new blog post. So... here goes. Theres nothing going on at all because summer has alwasy been boring for me and yeah! Soo whats goin' on? Lol no no. Just joshin' wit ya! 'Ight... So... alright... seriously? Whats there to talk about?! Oh well. OMG! Katherine and I are planning a HUGE b-day party at my house! If my mother is sooo nice to say yes... of course! uhmmm we're going to invite everyone! Christine, Katherine and myself. Because We all have a b-day in the same week sooo yeah! It'll be SIIICK! lol. BEHOLD THE AWESOME PICTURE OF GEORGE BUSH FINGERING THE CAMERA! Except his finger is actually photoshopped in there.

Alright...

2007-06-27T20:38:00.001-07:00

I know I said that I was going to post again after I finished my resume but I just didnt get to it, Okay? Sorry! I know... there are SOOOO many of you that read my blog... Actually I can count you all on my fingers... BOTH HANDS!!! I know... I know. Sooo pro. Actually not... Maybe I can get some more people to read.... OK! Sorry! Onto my blog! Summer Vaca is begining to be such a bore! I got off two weeks ago... AND THERES NOTHING TO DO! Humpph.... But I need to get a job... that whole job hunting thing isnt going well... The last thing I need to do is write up a cover letter and I'm good to go... Maybe the fault is mine though... I'm terrified and scared all at the same time... Hey! Look at the trippy tape thing! -points as I change the subject- OK! Fine! I know... Sarah might kill me if I DONT get a job because that means not going to the Sunshine coast... despite all my protests... She still wont let me go until I get a job... WHICH I WILL DO! Sarah should get her butt down here and help me but that would be creepy... lol. Oh well...

Yes... I know... It's lovely.

2007-06-26T17:43:00.000-07:00

Don'cha love my new layout?! Its georgeous! Too bad that the box is small though. I love the little person too... And Erm... Fly! I have the need to post my monologue. So I shall. Right now. I have to explain it to you first though. I have this Display Picture for MSN that has a cat in a toilet, flushing himself done... erm... here: There. And I thought about writing a monologue for it. This is actually take two because the first one was silly and I didnt like it. This one is also silly but I actually like it. It is taken from a large cats point of view... Here you go:

"Good bye Cruel World! I shall be rid of you once and for all! All I have to do is... erm... Fit... in this bloody toilet... and... Eh... There we go! And I shall be gone forever! No more cruel jokes from the weather outside. No more weedy gardens in the summer! I shall be rid of it all!

Gladly, I'm sure... Such a pity however... that I have to be rid of myself instead of just flushing you; dear world, down the endless pit of the flushing toilet! A pity indeed. I'm at a loss for words now, dear world so one pluck from the toilet trigger and I am gone forever! I shall just.. reach... up.. and... oh dear... it seems that I don't fit.

I stand up now and it only seems that I've wet myself... AGAIN! YOU STRIKE AGAIN CRUEL WORLD! You have NOT seen the last of this depressed lass...”

There you go! I love it and Sarah and I have an ongoing joke about this one...

Jobs

2007-06-25T19:57:00.000-07:00

Well... I am currently going over my resume... for the third time this week... I've almost got it! Apparently.. I need to sell myself... It sounds really sad... It sounds like I have to sell my soul to the devil... Which I will never ever do.I have to worry about stuff like... hm... Bullets... Bigger font... My address and phone number at the top of the page... The appearance of the resume and... well... Getting a job in its self. I'm pulling my hair out one by one as I do this... Its sooo stressful. If you're a performance art person, you would know how I feel. Its like before a big performance and you've got an important solo. Your stomach is churning at the thought of screwing up or Squeaking. Except... I dont feel like that in a performance anymore... But I do when going into a job interview because I'm scared of saying something wrong... or maybe being rejected. Maybe thats it... Its all about being rejected. Oh. Well. I'll update after I finish my resume

PHEW!

2007-06-21T15:46:00.000-07:00

Alrighty... I got news as to whom was at the party thing yesterday... I don't think it was any of my friends... There was one guy that I knew of but didnt 'know'. Hes a grade older than me. But I didn't hear ALL of the people who were there. But now... I must go answer the phone... Be right Back... or... no... BYE!

Hmm'phh

2007-06-20T20:59:00.000-07:00

OK. Well. ALmost all of my LSS friends arent online and this bothers me! You know why?! Because a whole bunch of people were airlifted to a Victoria hospital because they were having a party (Without me thankfully) On a trail! The trail edge dropped off or somethng and most fell off teh embankment PROBABLY IN CRITICAL CONDITION! OK... I'm breathing... I assure you... Breathing... in... and out.... in an- WHAT IF ITS MY FRIENDS?!?!?!?!

Exams

2007-06-18T11:13:00.000-07:00

I just finished my first exam today. It was easy. It was also English. And everyone who knows me will know that it was easy because it was English. It had the stupidest questions on it. And the scariest... There was one about some guy hitting a cat over the head with a board until it was dead... another one about a young boy laying in the rain, bleeding. There was a strange story about Emily Carr in it too. But over all, I know I'm going to do well. I aced my written English exam so this will be no problem. In about... oh... an hour and 45 minutes I suppose, I will have my Social Studies exam. That will also be easily finished. The only one that I am truly frightened for is my Math exam. And everyone knows that my weakness is math. I'm failing it right now and If I do well on it I can come up to at LEAST a C-... I doubt it though... I just hope.

2007-06-01T22:14:00.000-07:00

Explain to me why such a small town like my own, needs a siren going off every ten minutes! I mean, two minutes ago (I know it was exactly two minutes ago because I checked the clock out of habit when the siren went off) a fire truck alarm sounded and rushed down my street. Now... just now, there was an ambulance. I'm waiting now for a cop car to rush past... QUICK! EVERYONE TO TIMMY'S!!!

In English...

2007-05-31T10:17:00.000-07:00

Humo ho... So bored and I'm finish nearly everything in English... I have to wait for everyone to catch up with me... Its boring... I wouldnt have to be through this torture if I went to... Sarah's school... I gots you my book, Sarah! ^^ I feel so proud of myself... It was total stealth... Not really... but what ev! Hummmm... Well Can I ramble? I like rambling.. its really quite fun! Its where you talk about random things which means that you dont have a meaning.,.. to any of it. TALK TO ME PPL! Cant wait for Italy! ^^ I have to get a job first... im thinking of the bookstore downtown... If that fails maybe Mc D's... maybe... probably... maybe... probably not... OK... yesh... Uhmm... Pickles! And yelling at them! Or doing the macerena with Llammas... quite fun... yes... Humm... OK>> No body cares now and most people have fstopped readig because they dont care much for my insistant rambling. had fun yesterday with Christine and Sarah... we went into an italy meeting.. and then we sorta made fools of ourselves in a resturant but not really we were just talking. >,<

Pirates!

2007-05-25T22:56:00.000-07:00

Pirates of the Carribean: At Worlds End, has got to be the best movie ever. Yes, It was 2 hours and 57 minutes long but it was Great! Brilliant! Fantastico! Superb! I simply adored it... It was brilliant... sad... and then brilliant again and then it was sad and then it was brilliant again! I have this funny feeling though that there will be a fourth... (Jack has to find the Fountain of Youth after all! Ooops! Did I say that? lol) Anywyas. Highly recommended!

IN school..

2007-05-22T13:43:00.001-07:00

But yet... I'm on the computer. Currently I'm supposed to be in PE but I'm not aloud to be... doctors orders! And my phyisotheropist dosent want me in either so I am therefore stuck in the library on the computer, working on math. Yet currently im not working on Math because the bells going to ring in.... six minutes. I have a really big headache because the library is loud.. sort of... not really but Oh well. I fixed my Nex... My Blog... Everything! I'm really quite excited. (Actually, Christine fixed my blog.) SARAH! WHERE ARE YOU!!!!!!!!!! Are you still in the States???

Clothes!

2007-05-21T16:49:00.000-07:00

Yes, I know. I went shopping. Isnt it amazing?! I mean... I never go shopping for clothes never mind SHOES! The last time I went shopping for clothes was with Sarah and her mom in the summer. OH WAIT! No thats not true... I went to Mariposa once with my mom some time before Christmas. But YESTERDAY, I went to the store and got a pair of pants two shirts and a pair of shoes!! AND IT ONLY CAME TO $50! I was quite excited becuase usually when I go to... say... the garage I'de get less than that for $50 and if I do get the same amount it would be on sale... BUT THESE WERENT ON SALE! lol OK... I'm ranting... how about... some intellegent conversation unlike the last two entries I put in... Have you ever thought of who the antichrist was? My best guess is either George Bush or Chevy Chase. Or theres that mindfreak guy... Cris Angel.He scares the living daylights out of me. Any thoughts?

Friends!

2007-05-20T23:14:00.000-07:00

OK... so yeah, I do have friends on blogger but I dont have a good layout so for now I'm going to put their links in here! Go check 'em out!

http://sweetlove07.blogspot.com/ (Christine)
(edit... have to add Sarah...)

LLatMoB

2007-05-17T12:29:00.000-07:00

Yes.. thats what I shall call my blog! LatMob! lol sounds like somthign from the mafia... lol. Anyways. On Friday I can type from the comfort of my home instead of from at school or at the library. So that there wont be creepy old men staring over my should but then again... there probably still will be... My Dad is considered a creepy old man... right? Just kiddin'. Luv Ya Dad! >< Anyways... Sarah... did I mention how Brilliant you are? Of course I did. Alanna... Get a blogger! Its better than Livejournal. PS to Sarah: Is Christime still coming. That would be awesome. PS to Alana: Are you coming to camp. Shelby: Are you sick? Dont be sick... sorry... that would be my fault... wouldent it? *coughcough* EWWWW Mrs.Eldson! shes a meany... adn she just got called down to the office. why do you guys care? You dont... at all... well yeah. My God... I want to move! I almost did! But... Mother deary didnt get that job. Curses.. oh well. anywyas. Jennifer is readying over my shoulder... CREEPY MUCH! LOOK AWAY! ook... shes gone. lol oh.. apparently shes not. OH! My foot was sstuck in the keyboard cord today... ti was interesting. much like being caught in aspiders web but... minus the feeling of your blood being sucked away... Yes that would be good if i could be spared. At all... That would eb nice! DONT EAT MY COMPUTER! lol wow... anyways... WEllllll the bell is going to go in like. minus five minutes except not.... more like 10 minutes. lol I love me.. except not.. IVE REALLY GOT TO LEAVE! I am now rambling.. HAH! I almost wrote Rapping... Gosh... And why, Pray tell, am I still on here? BYE!

My god!

2007-05-14T16:35:00.000-07:00

It works! Its Brill! Sarah! You brilliant idiot! lol Im excited because the templates actually work! *stabs livejournal*

Life, Love, and the misery of both

Here I go Again....?

Is this bad...?

Stranded...!?

Long Time No See...?

Wizard of Oz...!

Relationships...!?

Shitty...!

Party...!

The Wizard of Oz...!

Alice in Trippyland

Trees... Or not...?

emo...?

Christmas...!

The Beatles...!

Bowling...?

...................!

Mono-wha?

Bloody Hell...

Long Time No See My Dear Old Friend...

Alone and School

When I grow up...

Italy and the facts of Money

New Skin

*Looks Around Wildly*

Hollywood and Pirates

Yo Ho... Haul Together... Hoist the Colours High!

July

Wow! It wasn't a drill this time!

People

morrre

Icons! lyk... omg!

*ehem*

Alright...

Yes... I know... It's lovely.

Jobs

PHEW!

Hmm'phh

Exams

In English...

Pirates!

IN school..

Clothes!

Friends!

LLatMoB

My god!

Looks Around Wildly

ehem